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and so we beat on, boats against the current...

 This journal is officially CLOSED.

I know I still have paid time, but this journal has just accumulated so much nonsense and clutter that I figured it was time to start afresh.  Plus, I hate the name with a violent passion.  :B

So, if you'd like, please follow me on over to mechakucharumba , and if not, au revoir and it was nice knowing you~

Happy trails, journal. 
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call me curious.

Step 1: Post this into your LJ; no friends-lock.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously (if they'd like) about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.
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♫ and cassie pull the trigger

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For Your Entertainment- Adam Lambert 3:36

I need to be entertained
Push the limit, are you with it, baby, don
t be afraid
Imma hurt you real good, baby

s go, its my show, baby, do what I say
t trip off the glitz that Im gonna display
I told ya, Imma hold ya down until you
re amazed
Give it to ya 'till you're screamin' my name

I'm So Sick- Flyleaf 2:58

You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Lust a Prima Vista- The Spill Canvas 5:17

In one fell swoop it became clear to me,
that I despise you entirely,
but the good news is I'm gonna keep you around
And so your lust is just convenient now

Crack open a bottle of red
Let's toast to this here bed
Offer up your hand
My one night, two month, three year stand

Losing His Touch- Jack Off Jill 2:59

Hey there cracked God
(you're) you're looking older
(you're) you're looking older
cry on someone else's shoulder
pink dried up crippled Christ
try to take your own advice

NOW now I'm God
because God never loved me this much
NOW I'll play God
cause your God is just losing his touch

Slutgarden- Marilyn Manson 4:05

When I said "we" I know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"
When I said "we" I know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"

I'm unsafe
I'm unsafe
I won't repent
So I memorize the words to the porno movies
It's the only thing I want to believe
I memorize the words to the porno movies
This is a new religion to me
I'm a VCR funeral, a dead memory waste.

I Know Where You Sleep- Emilie Autumn 3:13

I know
The sickening thoughts that slither around your head
I know
The gluttonous guilt that buried me in your bed
Manipulate me if you can
Go on and fool me like your biggest fan

I know
The arrogant pride that poisons the truth you hear
I know
The bigoted tongue that tears away all your fear
Pontificate you faded star
Go on and show me who you really are.

Heart Surgery Isn't That Bad- Jeffree Star 3:31

I whisper in your ear.. "I wanna..."

You like it fast..
I like it hard
You like it fast
I like it hard
You like it fast
I like it hard

Mirrors are breaking
Vanity crush
Perfection climbing
All eyes on us

Gravity- The Dresden Dolls 4:19

Gravity works slowly if you notice it at all
Some of us are getting mighty lucky (aren't we?)
If you had to live with this you'd rather lie than fall
You think I can't fly, well you just watch me!

Necks are cracking sideways
Hit me from the back side
I am on the thin side
You are on the fat side
Cut a piece that's bite size
Shoot me from my bad side
If you got a straight line
This would be a good time!

BONUS TRACK: Misa no Uta- Death Note OST 1:11

Careful what you do, 'cause God is watching your every move.
Hold my hand in the dark street, for if you do I know that I'll be safe
Even if I'm far away and alone, I can be sure you will find me there
This I know.
You draw me close for a while, so quiet.
You tell me everything.
If I forget what you say, then you come to me and tell me again.
Yes you tell me once again.
But what happens when, I know it all then what should I do after that?
What then?


Tons of love goes out to:

violet_tide for introducing me to this ship~

kitchensink13, whose GinRan FST got me off my ass to finish this

♥ And you for downloading!

** If anyone knows who this gorgeous cover art belongs to, please let me know! Also, neither Szayel Aporro nor Cirucci belong to me, none of the music is mine, I just arranged it. **

And now for other stuff!

♥ I've been feeling so wonderfully happy for the most part lately- I feel like I've had some sort of breakthrough in my mentality.  I've resolved to start studying a lot harder and generally put more effort into things- so far, it's working.

♥ There was.  A nice anonmeme.  Man, I've never seen so many generous/sweet/funny anons in one place, let alone an anonmeme.

♥ I'm reading Flowers for Algernon right now, and...  wow.  What an amazing book.  I really recommend it to you all.

♥ That one-on-one/private stuff offer for is still open...

And now I'll stop spamming you with hearts.
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♫ I'm your God of Second Chance

Give me a character I RP, and I'll tell you:

01. Full name: <---If it's known.
02. Best friend:
03. Sexuality:
04. Favorite color:
05. Relationship status:
06. Ideal mate:
07. Turn-ons:
08. Last sexual experience:
09. Favorite food:
10. Crushes:
11. Favorite music:
12. Biggest fear:
13. Biggest fantasy:
14. Quirks in bed:
15. Bad habits:
16. Biggest regret:
17. Best kept secrets:
18. Last thought:
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience:
20. Biggest insecurity:


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